!!newest entries are at bottom, and older entries at the top of each month!!

March, 2026

Closed the site for a moment while i fixed up my art one, still debating on keeping this one up cuz of my online paranoia and whatnot...ill still archive the site some way if i do decide to just close it cold turkey

Been getting into bird watching, mainly observing birds i see in my backyard. But ive noticed some really cool birds, like a red shouldered hawk, and this titmouse that kept landing on my window

Febuary, 2026

so burnt out frum work, but im leaving 4 mardi gras 2morrow!! yaauurrr... i'll b providing pics after cuz im bringing my good camera now that i finally recharged the battery for xP

im crossfaded rn playing animal jam and watching seinfeld, while having a roadtrip 2morrow, ohhhh fuck it just turned to midnight...iooooohhh III GOTTA GO 2 BEDD....

drove down south for mardi gras, wish i brought a joint but i was just too scared abt bringin drugs across states. Also spacehey is banned around here i forgot i cant check it while down here, its werid...

went shirtless at last night's parade and got wayy more beads than the other 2 ppl i went with LMAO

Got home yesterday, got some drinks at the bar, then got home and finally smoked some fat fuckin grass, its nice being home. Also took down another personal private social media profile because im just hating twitter as a website, for multiple reasons. And i dont like how it morphs my view of the world its messed up, the last thing i wanna be is a twitter obbsessed dweeb that cares more about reacting boldy to nothing posts than actually spending my time doing something i enjoy, so...

a little crossfaded and had some cbd i feel crazy as fuck,,=....i got work in the morninngguhhh...

saw a mug at work today that said "im a girl thats fuled on jesus and baked beans"

I got a macbook, someone couldnt use it so they gave it to me and i wanna try to use GarageBand on it instead of my phone to produce my music, since thats the program i've been using and am most familiar with, for the longest time i was using it on my iPhone looll

hopped on animal jam after waking up and an aj youtuber is just chilling in the pillow room rn wtf ive never encountered one in game before crazy shit

I apreciate the flexability this jobs given me, alot. especially since im on the spectrum n all..

Rewatching The Crittic again, when i got the full series DVD i was surpised to see my parents remember seeing it on TV when it aired, like with all the shows i watch that nobody nowadays know about i was tickled to see someone remember any one of those shows, LOL

Ripped skin off one of my toes because it got so itchy....ow....

So hungoverrr...and its a grey rainy day...i think im just gonna take the day off and smoke but ive been susupiciously coughing a lot lately damn can u give a fat motherfucker a break man????...maybe i should take an edible instead.

January, 2026

Got a really god thrift lot today, also found a fucking limited edition korn "Untouchables" CD like holy shit what a fucking find in this hick town??? Speaking of which, i made a game with myself where if i find any dvd at the thrift with Josh Hutcherson in it i have to drink when i get home, surpisingly, i found 2 or 3

had the shittest day at work today, like fuck i hate customers soo fucking much rn. They look at you sideways when u tell them to ask someone else because fun fact; SOME OF US ARE NEW HERE??, and this one fucking nancy pinhead was telling me how he has a friend of a friend that works at my job and was asking about some bullshit fine china we suposebly had in the back i said to ask someone else and the cunts like "oh, maybe that question was too hard for you" like fuck you?? Oh my god i hate ppl sm rn why are customers so mean for no damn reason, when like this is litterally me man

My glasses keep hurting my nose and i scratched a lense trying to adjust it gooddddammit man. I already had horrible headaches yesterday from being hungover i reaalllyy dont wanna go back to work this week..

Left work early today, my glasses kept hurting my head and i cant read anything off a screen without it, i tried to get them readjusted but its just kinda icky. My heads killing me and im still hung up about work and all those rude ass customers.

Just got home from the bar, a little drunk but omg i love watching nostgalia crittic drunk, i already like him but theres a special charm to them when ur pissed ig loll

Had to clean up another pile of dogshit on the floor this month, this lard-ass cant get up at a decent hour to take care of his damn dogs.

got 2 Tyler The Creator CDs since they were on sale, and they sound amazziinngg on my new cd player, the first one i thrifted broke and the 2nd one i got stopped working and i drunkenly beat the shit outta it...yeah...luckily this new one was def worth the money, its the best sounding one ive owned.

been getting back into Animal Jam, specifically classic, cuz everybody else there are also young adults and chatting with ppl is just rlly fun.

finished a boooook "The Beckoning Fair One" its an amazing psychological horror imo

December, 2025

Trying 2 make a mini blog on my personal websitem, figuring stuff out. Happy holidays !!

Sad to see my old laptop break again, the hinges are crap and break my screen constantly. Dell tech support didnt do shit about it, even with the warranty i bought a few months ago. Bastards.

At least i was handed a whiped laptop to bring all my stuff onto, it's working out better than i thought, plus the damn things actually made of METAL, and not scratchy plastic. Can't say i wont miss all the stickers if put on the old guy.

ive been really getting into reading, bought some books and manga (mainly Beastars and Dorohedoro) since i got glasses. I love 2 read

going to some company's holiday party tomorrow, i only really wanna drink and hang with the people i know there i hope it wont be stuck-up or anything.

catching up on The Crittic again, forgot how good this show is

like my roblox avatar? i do, hes cute lolz


found my old spongebob dvd i had when i was a kid, and forgot it has the banned episode with the panty raid, holy shit.


had a good j and im now drinking a beer, TGIF!! Also my friday morning Tshot didnt hurt helll ysss, plannin on heading 2 sum thrifts and 2nd hand media stores this weekend, need 2 get a new keyboard from the thrift


HAPPY YULE!! Even if i celebrate alone, i still feel warm today, just knowing that even in the dark light will always return, its beautiful honestly.


ITS CHRISTMAS EVE!!! And youtube wont allow comments on my recent ytp i have no idea how to fix it uughhh XP

Happy new year!! My 2025s been full of new experiences and self discoveries, heres to a great 2026!!

November, 2025

got glasses, those mandatory eye tests i did back in middleschool were bullshit im blind as a bat lollz.

found out my new flip phone can play mp3s and can connect to my airpods dude i love this phone sm. So glad i have one, iphones are just too much for me even without social media. I still have it but only with the apps i need for work and whatnot. Sucks you kinda cant live without one.